is the subjective perception; that is everything. There is a saying
among magazine designers: ‘What it is, is what you’ve done.’ This
tautology serves to illustrate the futility of arguing, ‘Ah, but I was
trying for this effect,’ if that was not the effect achieved. It can be a
hard lesson.
Self-awareness and delegation
Sue Turner, HR director, Group CIO & Functions at Barclays Bank in
the UK, comments on how feedback from her team, gathered in a
structured way through 360-degree emotional intelligence appraisal,
has helped her to delegate, empower her teams and employ ‘less
assertion; more listening’. She discovered that, though she rated
highly on the important attributes, and had good self-awareness –
rating herself quite similarly to how her team perceived her, there
was something of a gap on two related areas. Her team rated her
higher on self-control than she had expected; and a little lower
on her ability to express empathy. She realized that her strong
desire to achieve by herself, bolstered by nine years’ work in the
individualistic culture she encountered at Andersen Consulting in
the late 1980s and in the 1990s, meant that she had a stronger desire
to control tasks than she had realized:
‘If there has been a personal leadership journey for me over the
last couple of years, it would be about doing less assertion, and
a move to a more listening, empathetic approach; and to an
approach where I am less scared of leaving things undone.
‘I have had an [internal] voice telling me, “I have to do things,
otherwise they won’t be done right.” I have been quite
independent, feeling that no one is going to sort my life out
unless I do it for myself.
‘Without feedback you don’t know what you are shifting to and
whether it works. My emotional intelligence feedback from
direct reports and bosses did contain some surprises. One of
the things I found surprising at the time – I had eight or nine